I actually always thought I liked studying English, but since 3 weeks it doesn't feel that good anymore.
There's no time left for anything else than reading texts, doing my vocabulary for Chinese and Korean and then the little spare time I have, I spent with my horse... well well, let's hope that gets better sometime soon.

I only had time to draw some random things and I can't upload them at the moment ._.# That sucks....

Yeah, as Fabi reminded me so very thoughtfully, I ought to update my journal.

Yaaahhhh.. tomorrow my first term at university will beginn and I am anxious to see how it will work out for me!

So far I haven't really done anything for either Chinese or ENglish but well....

Let's see...

Yay!
Nearly done with school, over with the thirn semester and much better mood!
Things go definitively up this year!
Nothing to do but pass my finalsand going on partying and having a good time

( yeah, I know, I have kind of strange changes of mood... but better grat than depressed!)

hey there.. if anybody is reading my stupid journal anyway.
Wonder if anyone in this world is interested in me only a little. Maybe not.
Naaaahhhh, 've been in this gloomy mood since sunday and it won't go away.
Neither crying nor going boxing helped me out of it. And the worst, not even talking to the persons that means most to me on this planet helped. ;_; Kind of depressing, isn't it?

Well, I guess I'll just keep going on and on as always.
Getting more and more distressed each day and going crazy over the fact that it won't change unless I get my *** up.

So.. thanks for reading these few lines, if anyone did, if not: Just get your *** up, RenRen and do as if you actually had something to look forward to in your life.

Greetings and wishes from a grave,

RenRen

Well, I am graceful to any upper power for now it's weekend.
@.@
Finally. I nearly cracked up about all the work I had to do the last two weeks.
Schools just so much more exhausting now in grade 12 and there was barely time to sleep besides all the homework for arts class and especially for my English teacher who wasn't nice at all!

Luckily there is my training and friends who listen to my mournings!

Hope you guys are alright!

Love,

RenRen